Planet Midgard: Archive

As I am receiving quit a few mails and messages on ICQ if I am still alive, I decided it’s time to give a little update.

It’s been one year and two months ago, since my daughter Leonie was born and it was a busy life for me. Not only my whole life did change, but my own views of what life should be like or what should be of importance.

Today marks another point of change. Hopefully it will be the last larger change for quite a few years, so I can finally enjoy the nicer parts of life and enjoy life with my daughter. Yes, you guessed right, I will become a single daddy, as my wife has decided to start a new life without her daughter and me, to explore the possibilities for her future.

Well, no bad feelings, I’m just feeling sad because my daughter will now have to learn how life is without having a mother.

On the good side, I finally found a wonderful new flat for Leonie and me. It’s pretty much double the size of my current flat and has enough space to create a nice living room for Leonie as well as a small home office for me and it’s a very friendly place, where one can finally again have people invited to enjoy the good sides of life. There’s room for friends and I have already started to get things changing by calling around to get in touch with my friends, which I have not been doing for much longer time than I should have done. My luck, because they’re really good friends and they all are happy to see me coming back to life.

These days, I do have many stuff to think about. I still wonder how I could forget or ignore my own needs and wishes for such a long time and just reduce myself to a working machine and a housework slave.

I guess it’s these things, that make you change and find out what is important in life.